Loneliness rips me apart

Its another black mark,
On a black paper so dark,
Things that happen around me,
They do not nothing but feed the loneliness inside me,
Make it grow,
From the gaping hole in the pit pit of my stomach,
To the growing cancer inside of my brain.
Its another wrinkle,
In my face so wrinkled.
Loneliness has been a constant companion,
This friend in need is a pest indeed!
Days become months,and months years,
But loneliness still reigns above all my fears,
The cruel king that it is;
With remorse his queen,
This is how its been.
For the years that have passed,
Ive been outrun outdone outclassed,
So what is it that i do now?
Do i try and fi