Lonelier Now

 

I'm lonelier now than I've ever been before
yet everything is back to normal.
but now I know that I'll never be with you
and my heart is dying, slowly, slowly, slower than everything
my soul is hiding behind it's own shadow
and I am lying dead on the street
you were the one that I loved, or so I thought
I'm lying drowned in a pool of tears
dondon'tlieve no one can die from a broken heart,
because i did, my body is still here
my mind is here to but whats the use
my heart and soul are dead, shot, forgotten
all by loves twisted since of humor. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry
I ccouldn't live as friends. now I pay the price
but did you have to do me this way, painful and cruel
or could you have let me down easy so I had a chance to come back
I don't trust anymore. because I trusted you
and trusting you led me to my death
so I live alone, un-trusting, cold and bitter
but you will never know it was all because of you so what good is it, what does it matter it doesn't anymore,
but you do know that we will never be the same again
and that is all you will know

 ~Dan

 

Senses

 

 

Can you hear the dripping
of my tears? Can you see
the sadness on my face?
can you feel the pain that
I’m in now? Can you smell
the scent of my discomfort?
Or are your senses dead?
Do you not know what is
going on, do you not know
what to think. Don’t look at
me, turn your head, just look
away toward all of the happier
people who are here.

~Dan

 

look around

 

lurking in the shadows,
following close behind.
cannot be forgotten
and always on your mind.

when sleeping, always dreamed about
when awake, running your thoughts,
your life it corrupts
and mind it slowly rots.

when handled right it disappears,
without a single trace
but when it's left alone
it's always there to face

 ~Dan